Dear friends,
2010 is coming.
happy new year.
i wish you all the best in the new year ahead.

btw,
if one day i tell you i am a lesbian, and you were to ask me why,
it will be because i hate man.
hate man who makes women cry a river,
hate man who dont treasure the women and proclaim its all for the family.
dont give me the crap.

thanks dad, yes, you, thats why i am gay.

ticktockticktockticktockticktock.
i just went over to OLE to download lecture notes and tutorial.

oh gosh, this semester will be so exciting.
7 subj to go: cruise, spa, gaming, facilities, club, destination, apel.
cruise - there is an optional cruise trip, 4d3n to langkawi, sunway lagoon during the term break.
spa - our individual project require us to go for a full spa treatment with special discount.
game - time to bring poker cards and gamble with sweets.
facilities - nothing too great but i can spend time in the lab at facebook.
club - i am a certified clubber soon.
=D
on the downside,
cruise test is on 18th nov and spa group proj looks like a killer.

not that i forgotten to or how to,

just that i am lazy to do.

so once and for all,

i shall let the pictures do some talks.

sudden decisions normally alter a few lifes.

based on my rapid increase in injuries this youth league,
i have made myself promise to hang my boots after this season end.
from the nose,to the spine, to the leg, to the ankle.
yup, its time.

BYE SINGAPORE!
I AM LEAVING IN JUST A COUPLE OF HOURS TO CHINAAAAAA!

any being that pissed me off is going to get it hard from me.
i dont fucking understand is there a reason to fucking shout.
if you want respect, fucking respect the one around you first.

argh,
pms and what's new?
fucking troublesome dad.
thanks, fuck more and i will have more than 1 serene to handle for you.

Hi people,
i came by to say hi.
bernard sent me a text.
asking if my area is raining.
time check: 0100am.

its been long since i blog and just a quick update;

youth league is on so i got a huge bruise plus 9 more matches to go.
i am learning to drive but i guess it will take me another half a year to get the licence.
internship is over and i am not done with my portfolio.
-
i see myself being busy with many things over this holiday.
whats new right my friends?

hi!
have you heard of someone recently who got choke on a innocent looking gummy bear and got throat infection?

Hi friends,
you all do know how much I hate it when I am accused of something so untrue on me, right?
you all do know how much I would hate that person that make untrue accusation of me, right?
you all do know how much anger are in me now, right?
you all do know how much it suck, right?
right.

i came across this creepy website.
it almost scare the shit out of me.
it proven a point that nothing's so much of a secret?
back to the point of...
no, there isnt a point.

good bye for now while i head back to work...

ok boys and girls,
listen to the old one now...
i am 19 and it isnt so much of a good figure...
cause it is like the last golden year of the 'teen'.
soon,
this time of next year,
i will be hitting big 2-0.
its like i will be going into the 'ty' years.

ok, thanks folks for the birthday wishes everywhere :)
I felt the love :)
and dear sir yh,
thanks for the wonderful 'talk to my boss and we will discuss about the team'.

TEMASEK SOCCER GIRLS IS...... OFFICIAL!

The office people are so loved!
ok, despite me knowing since ytd,
but there was still surprise element!
what is love?
this is love :)

i am going to disappear for a couple of days...
contact me via email...
the phone,
not that friendly.
try having to call up 300 + people for interview and then send them message and then confirm email and then send them sms and then see them all crowding your booth on monday, tuesday, wednesday.
nope,
its part of the pre-opening so dont you dare ask for day off.

have fun human!
i am off to planet pluto!
oh, it doesnt exist anymore~

fucking retarded.

i fought so hard for it for 2 freaking years.
dont even wish that i will give up on something so dearest to me.
dream dream dream on.

fuck.
i need to find a higher rank one.
oh, i just email FAS.
next,
i should ask bernard for help.

its when you realise the importance of water.

1) Muscle-ache on my thigh.
2) A bruise on the right ankle.
3) My spine/butt/tailbone that i complained previously, finally act up when i want to sleep.
4) Construction Site office's water pipe BURST.
- Meaning>no drinking water, no flushing system at the toilet, no water to wash hand.

At least on this kind of insane days, i got my sane moments to hold on to.

(I manage to use the front of my left foot to kick the ball last night! Its coming back! Whee~)

sick.

sick sick sick sick sick.
i realise i am blogging for the sake of blogging.
i should go back to writing a diary.
haha.

ok bye.

when you report to work sick,

you will just end up bringing virus to the office, and end up
people drawing on your mask.

I still spend MINUTESSS styling my hair this morning.

ok fine, i only take 3.

hellooooooo~
i think blogger was about to delete my account because of the long long long stonage of the blog.
HAHA.
i am back!
because i am able to stay at home, for the first time in 16 days.
just sitting down in front of the computer and slack slack slack!
not saying going out with friends is not good.
but its like waking up early and out till midnight,
its not good.

ok, i think i will try to blog every weekend?
TRY.

oh,
RESORT WORLD @ SENTOSA
UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE
IS STILL HIRING!
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED TO WORK IN A BIG FAMILY WITH US,
DONT HESITATE AND TALK TO ME TODAY!
it will be easier for you to communicate with me via my office network,
jasmine.kua@rwsentosa.com
that way i can reply you faster and easier :)

till then,
enjoy your life people!
while i try to enjoy mine!

this miss/mr added me in facebook.
and i have seriously no idea who is that.
weird people.

ok enough of weird people.
not like i dont have enough weird people lingering around.

i am thinking of setting up another blog for soccer. since i think most of the updates,
are soccer related.
oh well,
bare with it friends,
its the burning passion yo!

oh i got 4th and i am not happy with my performance..
but oh well,
still got trophy~!

(i have been taping my bottom with tape for the past 2 days. everyone was like huh you type?? how?? when there's a will, there's a way. and believe me, after taping, you will fly like a bird. even better than kotex style.)

kraft single is so much better than double cheeseburger.
spreading the cheese all out and out of the bread just is distasteful.
sharing the cheese doesnt mean you have to tell people the cheese is rotten.

yes, i am playing mind game now...

just be very careful.
cause when my pms strikes,
it remember nobody.

yes, i am having pms now and after that game,
it got worse.

HIIII!
BYEEEE!
ITS MY OFFDAY SO I AM NOT GOING TO LET MYSELF ROT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER TABLE THE WHOLE DAY.

and i just got conned into buying slumdog dvd in compass point.
maybe i was dressing as a OL,
look super potential buyer,
and when she talk to me,
i find it hard to say no.

hold the tape, turn left, and 'can i pay by nets?'.

office hour

In the office now with a bandage foot.everyone seems to be talking about the exciting night last friday.asking if we were drunk when we get home because they noticed we drank quite alot.i guess it was really a good bonding session with the company..

orientation is great. got to know more about the world organisation better.i really look forward to the openinig of the whole resort.(with the exclusive-ness, who don't?)

HAHAHA.
I INJURED MY FOOT.
PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON!

i cant wait for this monday :)

i love kinderjoy!

i was feeling down after lunch.
the office small corner became quiet.
we decided to feast on the long waited kinderjoy.
we (marcus, heather and me) got hooked onto kinderjoy!
marcus was so relectant to share its 1/4 pound raisin cookie until heather went 'then we eat your kinderjoy lor..' marcus became rather kiddy and say 'okok i share!' :)
so when we peeled it open, we totally felt the joy.
we had the toy 1st. it was this cute face that can go :D or :(.
marcus one was one ugly looking girl. (HAHAHA)

it was doug's birthday (we lose count of the amount of candles on the cake..) so i gave him 1 of the joy. trust me, kinderjoy brings out joy in people.

(FOOFOO NEXT TIME WE MEET UP I BUY FOR YOU!!)

oh nelson's surprise was some finger thing. it was darn funny.

HAPPY HAPPY INTERNSHIP~
(click click click click click!)

i am an intern!

1st day of work was good.
constructive work on the raising,
i think i am going to enjoy this whole process :)

worthless;

i feel so much like a dead person today.
spent quality time with myself on rotting.
television, computer and the bed have been a great companion.
love them:)
tell me,
how could i live without them?
hoho, SIP is taking me away from them....

hi photocopier and coffee machine! do you want to be my friend?

i realise.

i cant really blog blog for now already.
cause there will be people out there reading your blog and in the politic world,
they say they can use this to sue me so hush hush..
yam,foo,leow,huang,pang,lim - our meetups got to be like on friday and till midnight already. cause foo and i got lots to say....
8.30am - 6pm, mon-fri, formal wear, attraction department.
i am loving this job alright.

'it was a sunny day.'

overheard my mother's phone conversation that day...

her cousin's husband just passed away.

reason: he was walking in the plantation at night hoping to eat some durians and unlucky enough, he got hit by the durians.

a sheer luck.

played for smu this afternoon against bowen...
when i was sub in during the second half,
i have seriously no idea what was i doing.. i turned 360 degree in search of the ball, and got scolded=( [i need to get contact lens like this fast...]
bowen scored the first goal during first half and i should say they were pretty out of luck after scoring.. so many opportunities for them but they didnt get it right...
did a throw in near the goalpost and to the feet of sarah, she strike in without hestitation and score, 2-1.

went training after that.
street soccer.
grouped up with the strongest link and boy... they are that fast in passing here and there...

ok,
thanks to bernard,
i got to play for the MDIS competition tmr..
i should start packing now and get ready for bed..
cannot be late!
cause the ball is with me........

training resume.

after freaking long of not attending training,
i finally went!
and gosh i am freaking tired.

500 of skipping rope,
5 2 rounds of jogging walking with the ball,
10 7 times of sprint-hop-steps-sprint-run-shooooot! ,
countless time of sprint-bend-touch-sprint-bend-touch-shooooot! ,
mini match on half the field without my specs.

ok, this part is crazy...
i ran alot because my side was well defended...
played right mid but got no energy to run back plus i cant see,
i am totally uselesss...
told bernard i cant see and he went 'cant see be keeper'.
hohoho.....

cant even see the ball coming la..
but my pumps on the ball is like super good for i dont know what reason.
better than the match...

oh well!
studying tmr!
i better slp early tonight..
if not i cant wake someone up because me myself i am sleeping..
hohoho~
motivated to flip my chapters now~

cut the complication!
cause the world is complicated enough...
喜欢就说喜欢，不喜欢就说不喜欢。
我不喜欢你！
你，我喜欢你:)

ps: yamfoohuangpanglimleow, meet up soon. i am missing you peeps like crazy :)

match against MJC

wasnt at my best health when i played the game.
down with flu since sat night..
oh well,
it was an enjoyable game afterall.
sorry team, let in a goal..
keeper just.. not in me..
hahaha

i think i broke a record..
of the shortest keeper to play a full field..
save a few balls,
let in 1 ball...
thanks to my great defenders, they saved my ass a couple of times..
oh, JOLEEEEEN!
you save most of my ass!!

total score: 3-1.
we won.

angeline was the diva..
she got this bodyguard that follow her EVERYWHERE.
in the end bodyguard got injured by banging into her own teammate..

ok, i need to go get some rest..
so that i will be able to do my studying on thurs :)

going down for match and trg tmr..
will be trying out new jearsey for BA team..
i wonder whats my number and name..
hahaha

i think i know why i love soccer back then,
cause my dad hates me playing that much..

oh, nothing and anything is super cute.
they cuddle and sleep together despite the big space i gave them..

maybe tonight i should do that to my sisters too :)

self-proclaimed friendship day

thanks ah weilun, great suggestion on 17 and 19 which goes well with 18..
but then,
last night 2 better names was given to them already =)

they are......
NOTHING AND ANYTHING!
together with eighteen~,
they will rock my house down!
(dont ask me which one is nothing and which is anything, cause i still havent figure out which is the male and which is the female.)
the male one will be anything -like how man will response when you asked a question
the female one will be nothing - like how women will response when you asked a question

marilyn called a while ago and asked me to go town..
should i?
i think i should just stick my butt on the chair and complete what i need to do..
yes, thats it.

last day of 2.2

so it was the last day of semester 2.2
so it was a black friday
so it was a v.day eve
so it was a blast =)

started with recieving my first v.day gift,
followed by recieving my not so brilliant acc marks,
then it was sugarloaf with fellow IGs members,
then lunching and bimbo-ing with zhilin and with the inclusive of simone.

zhilin and simone went over to ite simei with me to watch me play soccer =)
tell me about it, thats love :)
played well today..
didnt make alot of mistakes..
SCORED A FREAKING GOAL, NICE FINISHING TOUCH, but the refereeeeee blew an offside.
the previous time came close to scoring,
this time did scored,
but was denied.
but still, thanks for being there lovely peoples =)

went back for SL briefing with simone.
we were not late!
and we still manage to find seats for ourselves!

then followed by main comm meeting with the advisor
did i mention i upgraded already?
stepped down as the vp of lrmig,
stepped up as the advisor..

ok, here rotting at home,
thinking about the thing...


on a random note,
my weird neighbour whom i have hate that much,
gave me 2 cute hamsters that she picked up downstairs..
poor thing..
they were disowneeeddddd =(

now now..
what do i call them?
give me suggestions!

bye TCA!!

SSM IS OVER!
CULINARY IS OVER!
NO MORE GROOMING CHECKKKKK!
NO MORE 8AM!
NO MORE GEL SPRAY WAX!
NO MORE~!

but but but...
58 ssm peer appraisal to complete,
10 culinary science peer appraisal to complete.
hohoho..
i am still at number 4...

hesitation;

hesitation in the field will lead to injury...
a fail attempt of header while wearing specs and closing my eyes,
painnnnnn...

serene helped me with a plaster=) so cute of her...

ok, headache headache...
can die...

last event, last day

it marks our hardship for a year.

we will past on,
and i am no longer the VP of LRMIG.
last event to mark the occasion,
last event to make it the best.


soccer is like crazy..
with BA on the left and TPsoccer on the right.
7/2 - morning TP trg, afternoon BA match
11/2 - match against YOG girls for BA
16/2 - match against MJC for TP
on top of all mon, wed, fri, sat trainings... and with more matches coming up, i need someone to finance my sports drink and soccer gears...

the uncle smiling super happily (my dad), i dont think he is willing to finance my soccer equipments, any takers on this deal?

(p.s: i have no idea why my dad is so happy looking at the.. kids i think.. the 2 kids in the middle, my nephews, super cute, super pretty. )

RSVP;

randomly nice;

it was a randomly nice day ;)

but with weird auntie from design school printing shop.
seriously, i can operate the machine as well as her. but i dont have an attitude as bad as her.
school, wanna hire me and sack her?

when she comes,

when the auntie comes over for a random stay,
it is for sure nothing brilliant.
not talking about period, but somewhere close.

my parents are home and i didnt feel the
'ZOMG! THE PARENTS ARE BACK AND I FEEL SOOOO GAYYYY ABOUT IT!'

in fact, i recieved a certain face which is no where near welcoming.
the auntie just love love to wear my clothings.
not say i dont like her wearing,
but i just dont like.. her wearing.
fine~
i got an issue with her can.
she told the returning folks i didnt go home last night.
tell me about that, you were sleeping.

ok,
the mother is driving me out of the house.
saying i am a sore in the eye.

BYE!
i got this cute younger sister :) but i think when she's older and read this post, she is going to yell at me like crazy.

TP soccer 1st friendly match

so it was our first game i believe its a job well done from TP side =)
we should be playing SMU team but due to i dont know what,
we end up playing against bishan arsenal.
score was 6-0.
we dominate the game but couldnt find the net.
weird to say that we dominate but yet the scoreline was like that.
just that we couldnt score..

teamwork was okayyyy..
communication is the issue.
shldnt mention names but that someone should tone down that much to create more harmony in the team.
enough of that person.

oh, went bao's hse for visit.
played mahjong, chinaman, blackjack.
then all of them came over to play Xbox.

ok, i am tired.
i should go to bed.
ok, soon.

i realise i am very defensive when it comes to singapore.
try speaking ill of singapore and i will make sure i defend till the very end.
singapore is good.
the govenment thinks of the people and the people need not think of the govenment.
erm..
somewhere along that line la har..

i love singapore =)

linda's 21st!

had fun :)

i need to do my reflection paper now.

i am leaving singapore in a few hours time to malaysia.

i will be back by monday 11am.

ok, i am falling asleep.

in the lab,
with zhilin and weilun.
nothing to do.
actually alot to do.
quick weilun, finish your blogging then we can zoom zoom off here.

poster

but butt.

my butt is still having aches.
didnt know the impact of that knock during soccer to be that huge...
oh wells,
bao's bbq was good.
went pool with jie cause she is tooooo bored at home.
then went back to bbq.

played chinaman and gosh, without using the word drink and without using english is like killer.
bloated stomach with liquid all over is like....... ya.
toilet was 10mins away.

she wave goodbye, he said good night.
so, left with this and that for the night.
played chinaman and truth or dare.
couldnt stay the chill sent from the sea.
we packed,
and we left.

check out more unglams on faceeeeeebook!

match against smu

so it was a random choice to go for a match despite the hecticness i am having.
so it was a random decision to go interview with miss hong zhenhui.

in the match,
-i was knocked down and flew 10miles from where i was standing and fell with 4 limbs up in the sky. ding ding ding! knocked out!
-i did this excellence ball stopping with my leg lifted high and still manage to keep the ball with me and i did this wonderful pass to a spot which i know there is people from my team to get it. yes, there is jiayi but cause she is new to the game, i got scolded for running up after i pass..
-i went towards this ball flying towards me confidently and tried to hit and it hit the back part of my head. freaking pain.
-i went towards this ball that was kicked from the free kick spot cause of my failed sliding tackle and it hit right on my boobs. total injury.
-i cant really run after falling hard on my butt so i was basically taking a stroll on the field on the 3rd half.
-i came so close in scoring this goal. the footing i can feel its totally right. the ball was flying flying flying and hit phobe's butt, hard.

so tmr there is another match with NUS. so there is trg in the morning for TP. so what should i do?

i should go and sleep now.

new colour;

i just gave my room a new colouring.
and kind of shift every possible things.
guess i needed the new fengshui.
attributing all my misery before this to the fengshui of my room.

now it still stinks of paint.

:)

its a happy day on overall :)
MICE was great,
FEST was awesome,
DINNER was fantastic.

"Dont purchase something off the shelves if you have no idea what to do with it after that."

Someone

Don't.

cause I am no pushover.
I didn't voice,
doesn't mean I don't give a damn.

I am waiting for the chance...
To let it all out.

-

blogspot should come up with lock posts like livejournal;

olevel released back then.

its been quite some years back when i got back my olevel results.
till today hueyyun will still scold me for bursting into tears when i got back my results and she was the first person to come over and ask me not to be sad over my results then in the end i was actually overjoy thats why i cried..

thinking back, i need the drive for studies again..
like how i did for my o's..
like how i did for my psle..
poly arnt the same..
i dont have the last year to chiong.
its now, or never.

its my loss for such a disappointing act.
i should reflect and work on it.
no point dwelling it.
now its more of how to solve it,
instead of how it happen.

oh, cass celebration was totally random and great.
happy 18th girl =)

business love.

jam&hop was great due to great company.
zhilin is a bimbo and always am one.
once in a lifetime experience with muffin.
shihui is a typical singaporean.
engine must have did something to the lucky draw.

openhouse team rah-rah and tour-screaming and shouting the love for business is great,
bringing possible freshmen and their friends or family is fun.

zhilin and i self-proclaimed chinese pro but when i guided a group of china students,
and we guided the taiwan mother and daughter,
we suck.
i lead 5 china students around the school and they want to know more about business. when i requested for student helpers to speak in chinese for them, they give me this 'oh shit, freak you, ok, i try' face.
neverthemind.

taiwan mother and daughter.
the whole tour was like crazy. trying to figure out what the hell is all that in chinese.
from bsg to cmm to leisure.
i was promoting bsg and i went 商业系包含了。。你能想到的都有！我建议这个。应为比如说，她将来决定要换跑道，应为有了基本的基促， 简单的就能办到。
Just that freaking line take it sometime to generate.
like what bimbo say, we should take out our Olevel cert and cry.
Ms Joan ask us to bring them to science school since they want to have a look at life science. i went in and the door ornament told me that they got no guides to bring them around. i went okkkk... and NONE of the guides can speak in proper chinese.went to design and i think the madam seriously can see the reason why her daughter need to get at least a passing grade for english to get into business. how to not? year 2 onwards chinese will turn kns. oh, the HSS lecturer is helpful. can only rmb a few words he say '你好。如果，你，对人没有兴趣，不要读这个。读ahhh.. business'
great, business got no interest in human.

had project meeting in woodlands just now. ok, back to doing project.

orlando, not.

dont ask,
am not going.
final.

finally its almost over.

i am like so tired now..
in ms sandra goh's lecture..
25 students in the lecture room.
hoho.
going for soccer trg now..
and going for bizshield captain's ball ltr..

oh, went over to help bizshield for the past 2 days for soccer.
amaze with how bsc work.. like the finance side.. so many things to consider..
ig seems not to be working like that..
should sprank them to make them work ;]

alright, pee time.
no, lecture ended.
yea.

brain work best at night.

project PROJECT proJECT PROject PROJECt prOJECt PROJECt project projecT proJEct PROJEcT projECT PROJEct proJECt Project PRoject PRoJecT PROJECT pROJECt ProjecT

i am off to continue and get it over and done with =)

tsk.

connection is finally back.
so back to project.
lots to do for budgeting.
P&L statement and allocating of funds.
killer subject. reminding myslf to be a big boss of an eatery next time. not events company.. maybe just some stall in a hawker center will do. easy life, peaceful life.

serene is playing Wii outside.
irritating.
she's playing boxing with my aunt and they were practically gay-ed over the conquering of a funny looking man in boxing. yeahhhhhh

time management-

i seriously need to go to the library and search for some time management book.
i think i am falling in love with the festival project... its like so greattt... can it stay with me longer before it get snatched off by the teacher?
and oh, my interest dont know why.... cant connect to the net.
why am i here?
cause i am tapping on some other peeps internet connection..
so i better log off fast before she call the police.
how i know its a she?
cause her internet connection is a female name.
ok thanks whoever!
you are the greatest at this moment!
hope you dont find out =D

happy 2009!

newwww year~!

had a great night with the girls =)

with joy, laughter, gossips, i am loving those girls of my life =)

seven years and counting!