culinary pastry is fun =)

couldnt wake up and wanted to skip culinary. but with parents not wanting us to skip lesson, dad drove me to school, with me being late in the end too. alright, beside that not very impt point, pastry was fun! we got the least manpower (7/10 people.) and i was allocated to be with..... clar! we made chocolate brownie.. woohhooooo.. when i was outside looking in during monday class, the students inside like damn stress. but like every 5-10mins we will be laughing like crazy.

• zhirong's ang moh name is justin. and he was the breadman and milkman.
• sherine invented a touchscreen thermometer that make me laugh like mad.
• i carried out a container of egg white, thinking that it is pastry cream (normally in the kitchen you take the wrong things or do the wrong things, chef will be like screaming and shouting at you or you will have nervous breakdown. but NO! i didnt. i laughed very loudly.....)
• we were talking about little nyoya while we pack up the kitchen
• i still miss toptable thou.

went for cds tutorial and realise its project consultation. dont have a grp, consult what?
went for osip briefing at 5. i am flying off! goodbye singapore! hello orlando! ok, not so soon.

bbq at east coast by coach. eventful night with many things happening. well, i still have to consider many factors. should i could i may i?

project consultation is at 9.30. i reached at 9.15 with myself as stoner. alright, forget about consultation, MICE is next. gawdddd..

start of a weird week.

keep it short.
didnt sleep for the night.
thanks for the accompany.
it meant alot.
project submission was at 9.30 and i handed up at 7am.
went back to TCA and get prepared for sugarloaf operation.
was the bartender and i cant believe i have to stock count straws, cups and whatsoever. tedious work not for jasmine =)
so operation was real slowwwwwww today.
the crowd was.. little.
half of the time i was wondering around and hoping people will get to order my sour green apple Italian soda or mango smoothie..
i make good mango smoothie =)

after ssm was friendly match with nyp with BA.
didnt perform as usual.
i wonder whats wrong with my beat recently.
i actually air ball today for a few times.
number 15 push me from the back i can rmb that.
but oh well, in the game stays in the game.
we still smile to each other when the game is over.
i got lots to pick up from soccer even though i have been in this for 3 years.
improvement was mild... nothing out of the blue..
should train hard.
why?
cause i like~

when jasmine stressed up, she will...

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she likes to style her hair up and up and up making sur eevery strand is up up and away.

there,

i feel destressed now =)

kudos to flickr.

let the sea calm me down while i continue my journey on this tough road.

sch is freaking starting again.

my 2009 organiser is finally coming to handy this soon.
it is starting to fill up on the first few days..
with soccer and soccer,
projects and projects,
school term and school lessons,
i am turning busy till trina will just slaughter me and debbie yam will say i MIA again.

quick update before i go back to my work.
fri night training was a killer.
did skipping, jogging, dribbling, passing and game..
after which a dinner with teammate and bitching session is always heartwarming =)

sat morning was travelling to vjc for friendly match.
score was 2-1.
mag and izzah scored.
did many mistakes as a left mid..
its tiring to play left mid..
and izzah passes were damn accurate and powerful.
and she gave me many opportunity. thanks thanks.
learned alot through this game.
and oh, playing first 11 had never been that scary before.
and vjc girls were so friendly..
'hi 13! hello 13! bye 13!'

lunched with them in tampines mall before heading back to school for ig meeting..
lots to do before stepping down as main comm..

went over to find my dad in eunos and also to go for my haircut.
brought cold beancurd.
bet he felt my love=)

went home and realise my mother's youngest bro and wife AND my father's youngest sister is in my lovely little house. did i complain about the sister before? maybe i should if i didnt.
dad drove us this kopitiam in kovan which sells great food from punggol.
the whole journey was weird.. i sat there feeling tired. and having 4 person squeezing at the back, not very squeezy right? but the point is... does it requires my aunt to put her hand so near my waist? ok, visualise! i sat near the door behind the driver seat, she sat beside me. her hands were behind my back, beside my waist. lets not mention the fact is that she like to ransack my closet and try to fit in my clothes.

FINALLY we reached kovan and we went to buy toto because of the tempting prize money.
i was telling my mum to get it for me cause i didnt bring any verification and the auntie wont believe i am 18 already. my mum was like 'you can crap your way through with the auntie one la i know you can.' thanks mum, you really know me=)
i went ahead to purchase and while buying, serene shout, i mean shout really shout.
'二姐！你可以买meh??' i wanted to kill her at that instance..

dinner was good. saw zhuo hwa! we ordered like crazy. chilli crab, onion omelette, sweet and sour pork, tofu hotplate, mussels and a plate of i dont know what vegetable.
super full. i ate serene's share of rice on top of my own, and i ate alot thats all i know. ate alot.

on the way up the car, i stepped on a group of red ants. DAMN FREAKING.. ARGHHH..
i was like 'i think i got bitten by ants.' and its not like one. its the entired 2 legs. then my mummy ask my daddy to pull over and we realise there is 10, 20 over ants in the cars and climbing up the cushion and everything. red ants you know! red!! so i got bitten like scary. there is this spot on my leg that looks like 3 mosquito just kissed me but NO, its the ant(s).

freak! i am so going to bring insecticide out and kill ants i see around.
anyone got any idea where to get those small bottles one?

am i suppose to wear boxer on a boxing day?

ok, i feel like dying.
no time to blog.
go die.
bye/

oh it was sad,

its Christmas!

and unbelievably true, i had been successfully rotting at home,

preparing christmas gift for bryan kheh.

christmas gift labeled - christmas greeting from jasmine!

in the form of microsoft word.

he is suppose to send me MY christmas present too.

where is my marketing plan dude?

alright,

this is insane.

why am i struck here?

i should be out somewhere enjoying this wonderful day.

my stomach is acting weird again.

like the last sem before main exam.

lets just assume that its not.

soccer is heating up like crazy.

how should i put it across?

its like,

i shoot, hit the pole, rebound, hit me back, hard.

friendly game with vjc this sat for amk united.

i want to have training with my tp girls..

i want to have training back down in deyi with my old gang of girls..

i want to have a proper club which i can call myself being in it.

i want to i want to i want to....

ok, Santa just gave me a smirk.

dont be greedy jasmine..

on a random notice, i was shock my name was top of the list.

congratulation to: ME, KiangAng, Gwen, William, NingZhi, Fang, YangLing, Ruth, Tannya, Zhen, Jamie, Jessica, Kelly, Elspeth, Rayner, GinWee, Andrea, OngLai, Marcus, Vincent, Mabel, Jasmine, Alex, SengYong, Amanda, Priscilla, Egena, Sharmine, ShuWei, Joyce, Andrew, Jayven, Clarissa, LeeTeng, YingHui, Carmen, Vanessa, Raphael, Pamela, Dyna, HengNing.

we are going OSIP!

i wonder those yellow colour people where will they be posted to.. china? bahrain? vietnam?

time to snap back to reality.

Ms. Swan - Dancing Queen

christmas!

christmas eve and i am struck at home doing projects.

oh ya, lots of pictures to blog..
so how? next post!

merry christmas everyone!

nap is good for health.

i just woke up from my nap!
got home from school after project meeting..
i think my group is so efficient =)
if you minus off the christmas carols and facebook and blog hops and ordering log cake.
WE ARE EFFICIENT.

back to doing my projects.

on a random note,
beancurd taste great :)


tell me when you are back.
cause you never did so...

great.

marlene got another week of holiday.
RP is so understandable by letting their students go for new year break and not come back during new year eve.
get what i mean?

staying over at debbie's place is like crazy...
lunch was by great chef, jasmine. (HAHA, ok, everyone helped alright....)
i didnt finish the great fish because i got to rush off to soccer shooting.
and the greatest thing is when i reach outram park, i saw uma, and we called yuting, and realise the shooting is canceled.
great.
how many great have i used? wow.....
great day=)

dinner bbq was.. great.
jeremiah, jason, francis and jovi came over...
memories of old days . =)

PJ party was a hugeeeeeee.. it was alright.
photos to be up soon.
the girls doesnt want to grab from facebook.
so will either post it here, or i will think of alternative....

ordered mac, played twister, watched youtube.
mixed my coke with absolute vodka.
just when i were complaining to my sister some other day that kids nowadays love to drink to show their zai-ness.
wasnt drinking for zai-ness. just got the urge to drink.. :) : :(
slpt at 4am?
woke up at 11pm.
but didnt really slp i think.

ok merry xmas lovely folks.
my xmas party just past so...
time to get back to normal.
projects after projects.
come on people, i will set my christmas free for projects.
pathetic.

endless blogging;

ever felt the feeling of wanting to blog but your fingers just paused at the very moment?
right here.
i paused.
i think.
i ponder.
i wish.
i hope.
i abhor.
i hate.
i...
love.

thanks, i will be fine. when have i not been?

walking up and down the stairs.

since Tuesday night my left knee been such disobedient.
making life difficult on the stairs up and down.
making me miss my knee guard more.

went school to discuss about projects.
within 5 hours,
i managed to attend 3 different project meetings.
lots to do in the next 240hours.

It was raining like icebergs just now in school.
i wonder if it hit anyone and die..
so i am home now..
dinner?
yes.
project?
yes.
play?
no.

//add on.
was my decisions right? i hope it is. cause there is no return. to anything.

its going to be like that.

its been like such an eventful 2 days since my last entry..

wednesday was a whole lot of fun with...

soccer in the morning. great to see coach james again. great to see mr zaman too.. he told me some plans about deyi next year. rather shock to hear that actually. the initating of the idea can shock the whole deyi alumni.. ok, coach was commenting on my skills. i improved=) deyi is where my passion started off, and plp was where my passion turned into goals. it all fits isnt it?

klunch with foo, pang, meng, mar. its been long since i last saw them.. felt great after the meet up and i am so awaiting for monday! wonder what PJ they got for me -_-

went back to tampines area to have lunch with friend

then to my house to play WII! bao came over too.. many classic moments like banging into the television and steering the wheel like super dangerous driver.

sengkang is a dangerous place, while punggol is an open place. agree? haha

supper-ed with bao at rivervale plaza mcdonald. rare chance on having supper randomly with my friend at night. cause you people, like you and the you, all stay so far. how to have prata at night?

thursday.
woke up feeling that tired and crawl out of bed.. parade around my house as usual. roaming is free and its a form of leisure. ok so i left house for macdonald breakfast. no people.. its different! 1 is dinner menu, 1 is breakfast menu... after breakfast at tm, proceed over to sch lab to continue on project.

bus 15 zoom pass without waiting to see if anyone want to broad the bus. poor thing. school was crowded even during the holidays. not because OTC is going on.. is because everyone is chionging project. left school around 1 plus 2 to my house for further Wii-ing.

serene love to laugh. and mop the floor with her PJs. and yes people, PMS is here. hooray!

so after some serious classic joke again, left house for the night appointment.

took 27 to tampines and saw ally at starbucks like why is she so free? haha. so i left for the mrt shortly. interestingly. this is what happen.

*saw missed call on phone, oh trina called! as a nice person, i called back.
me: ehhhh.. supppp?
tri: eh where are you now ah?
me: errr.. on my way? like at the mrt..
tri: oh okok.. heng ah i also on my way there... which station are you at?
me: erm.. tanah merah? no, simei, eh?
tri: ohhh.. i think i am one train ahead of you.. eh wait, i am at.. wait ah...
me: i just past by simei ite..
tri: omg, me too.. i think we are on the same...
me: where are you?
*look around and she stands 7 seat away from me.

dinner was cool, food was great, service was excellence. top niche.
train-ed back to tampines and changed to bus 34. same routine, things never changed but things sure are different.

training is cancelled for tmr morning.
no coach to be done then..
meetings after meetings for now..

oh well.

arion's game.

attended soccer in fico today..
where is fico?
all the way in jurong.
yes.
nice playing with those girls..
they had such great skills..
like really good.
thanks angeline for the invite.
'play play only' but its a very good practice..

reached home around 1145.
i am off to bathe and sleep.
good night people!

its going to be such a wonderful day tomorrow isnt it =) ?

project during holiday is a drag.

winnie is beside me.
gwen is in front of me.
its good when we are creative with many ideas.
but its not too brilliant when the budget is $25,000.

MICE project is like hanging there now.
my group have not started on anything.

29th dec is like 2 weeks later.
schedule is like crazy crazy.
i rather spend time on socialising than to rot somewhere at the coffee bar to do project.
listening to 'silent night'.
i want my christmas..
oh, i just told jessica that i am a buddhist so i dont celebrate christmas.
so as to save on christmas gift..
dont damn, she is a buddhist too. so useless trick. should use it on somebody else =D

i got soccer at fico later..
all the way in boon lay that area.
tmr morning 8.30am at Deyi.

i realise going to Orlando i would need to forgo alot of things in Singapore.
School, soccer, and friends.

too early, too late.

soccer was at 8.30am in amk, deyi sec.
its been long since i took bus 88, walk down that road and be there in the blue uniform.
didnt attend training as a coach today..
got to find a day to apologise to james for that..
wanted to go,
but my body disallow.
with projects at the back of my mind,
its tough to bring soccer back to my priority.
i just want to kick my fill before i fly off to USA.
hopefully i would still be able to kick during free time there..
maybe universal orlando got a soccer team?
hahaha..
ok,
back to project -_-

snap back.

i walked around my house with just bra and boxer.
it felt so good to feel the freedom i could enjoy in life...
i hop around like a kid with no worries.
the sound of keys were heard from the door and i hurried back to my room,
put on everything,
i am back to reality.

lets get started, once more.

MICE submission is getting nearer and nearer already.
zhen and marcus is like in hongkong and taiwan..
am i the group leader?
oh, i am...
come on jasmine, work your magic once more.

resume and cv need to be written and get printed by tmr night.
come on jasmine, work your magic once more.

IDGD need to redo and resend..
come on jasmine, work your magic once more.

i am good now..
i am good..

\\
ate dinner with bao last night..
being mistaking as 'ah boy' for 2 times.
alright la, used to it =)
grow hair grow... faster faster!
she came over to play Wii after that..
like keep losing to her in smoothmove..
zhen came at ard 12 to settle her resume before she fly to hk..
bye you and the you and the you`

1st time club.

its been a super crazy friday and sat..

so morning when i wake up,
i chionged out of house with my ssm attire..
cause prof test was at 2pm..

then met baoyi at the busstop to accompany her to joyhealth to get mc..
cheap.. next time can ask zhen go see that one..
then ate at bizpark and realised charmaine is bao's classmate..
after lunch i went to find jessica and her friend..
for the recital's videos in my thumbdrive and laptop..

went off to TCA for the test.
i freaking set wrong side for my side plate.
super super freaking disappointed with myself..
there goes my marks!!
=(

ok so after ssm i went to find baoyi in the library..
helped adele submit mc to mr desmond lim after i left the library..
but the process of waiting for mr lim is like very long..
i ended up talking and crapping with lrm students whom plan to go OSIP..

so left school after everything is done,
headed straight home to charge my phone and get my stuff ready for the night.
reached home at 6.30 and its like all hell break loose.
need to meet foo their all and yet jamie want me to be there by 8.15..
and i need to go meet my sister in the airport to get money from her.
all the routes doesnt really link.
plus a phone with no batt,
it didnt help at all.
i chiong to find my sister and she was busy checking people in..
i even ran after a tourist and pass her the documents she left and my sis's counter..

so after i collected money from her,
i went straight to town and couldn't make it for my darlings in yam's house..
sorry peeps,
time too rush and i couldnt allocate everything well without a phone..

so i hate the bouncer from zouk.
he wanted me to re queue because he insist i cut queue and pointed the route that i walked.
rubbish. i was standing there all along and i didnt know my height was that significant for him to see.
wanted to go home at that point of time.
but lucky clarrisa was there and i joined her friends in the queue.
paid the admission fee and went to the nearby coffee shop to drink tiger beer..
like some ah peh and ah soh sia.. so we went back ard 12..
dance a little and baoyi weilun was outside zouk by dont know what time.
went to find them after drinking shots.
so i stoned around with them and talked rubbish..

zhenhui came out shortly to grab me in for more drinking and dancing..
jeff got grinded by a guy! the guy was totally enjoying himself i swear..
so i left shortly to find weilun and baoyi outside..
we took a cab to eski bar and ordered a jug.

they close at 3, so we stoned around in mac, by the river, busstop, mrt station.
reached my house around 7am..
we slept together. -_- HAHAHA.
SO
we woke up at 11 and baoyi take seriously long time to bath.
ate at home, grandma's cooking was superb.
we ate like hungry ghost.

i was in group 2 and i know very little people.
like serious.
but group 1 was merge with group 2 so.. weilun was with me!
great great!
amazing race after that.
went a few stations and played a few games.
from broken telephone to coming up with a cheer,
i think my group did well..
i mean although only a few of us was the noisy ones but overall was good la..
oh we were suppose to come up with a 6-line cheer for RMT.
so i accidentally said

'you wanna shirt s,m,l,xl....'

and that was how we started the whole cheer.

'you wanna shirt S,M,L,XL....'

'you wanna pants S,M,XL...'

'you want a cap yellow yellow yellow yellow...'

'you want a bra! panties!'

'we got everything!'

'RETAIL!'

classic.
and oh, the school stinks today. dont know why.
the briefing/workshop ended up with mass dance, school song and cheers.
it was great..
bus home with bao and she came to take her stuff she left here and left..
might be meeting her later for dinner..
see if i can wake up in time for it not..
good night!

hello chicken little im BAOYI! i know you love me a lot right HAHAHA i love you too(: actually no cause i love my eyecandy more HAHAHAHA =D i shall wait for you to date me out tomorrow night so that i can.... HAHAHA =D

--
look how irritating bao can get..
invading to my lovely blog. i shall be nice.
even sent her home can..
how nice am i?
very.

ok, so today i went school to fill up application form,
met lots of people.
got home and jamie came over.
crap a little and played hotel 626..
then when she is gone,
i went down to the playground to meet joyce,
to get my wineopener.
then bao came over to get her printed papers.
then i went over to see her equally messy house.

life is so enriched!
tell me more tell me more!
(ok, i take back my words.)

i love being busy

i got so much to do and one new added thing,
to renew my passport.

i can wave byebye to my cute face in the passport already..
jamie just had a good laugh at it so yea..

i need to get peace at home..
like peace.
at the rate things are going,
i will edit loss my voice again or
go crazy due to the noise level.

bye mankinds,
i am going back to my pluto.
oh, it doesnt exist anymore?
so much for memorising it when i am a kid in primary school.
how useful right?

maybe physics doesnt exist when my grandchildren is born.
cause earth lost all the gravity.

--

i am no superwomen afterall =)

noisy kids ruined my lovely nap.

i am suppose to be sleeping soundly with the next breeze from the window.
enjoying some Beethoven's classic music.

IT WAS RUINED.
the ding dong bell came ringing and my nightmare appears right in front of me.
great,
the kids are back.

they are cousins from malaysia,here with my grandma for a holiday during this recession period.
the oldest 13, the youngest 8.
the oldest one i swear is a pain in the ass. not because she got boobs size larger than mine or high slightly taller than mine, but she got this bloody attitude that i cant stand since young. oh, correction, everybody cant stand. even principal called to ask her to transfer. gawd, my life, damn.
ok, not the point.

so this batch of monkeys return home from their great jurong bird park.
and my mother was shaking her head.
poor thing.. cause i cant be there to save her pocket..
i mean, my mum is not their mum so my mum is not obligate to spend fucking lot of money on them right?
she got her own family to finance btw,
her second daughter need to eat, socialise and shop, often.
so in what right mind can they spend my parents' money!
ok, stop whinning jasmine kua.

but i actually feels good =D
not because of the spending, idiot.
cause i gave the whole lot of them some serious trashing lecture.
i can see the big boobs trying to kill me with her yea but HA!
but yea,
recession and yet they spend money like crazy..
what is the world coming to?
jamie is beside me so i shant rant anymore.
tata~!

冷漠；

伪装什么？
逃避什么？
我一天的冷漠，变成我永久的无情。
我的不在乎，不，并不是我；
是我的挣扎，我的任性，我的坚持。

我如果要走... ...

2.2.1 is over!

mid sem is over!
projects is coming.....
ok, life is boring..
all the best in life people.
to those people who have 5 papers to take,
all the best and good luck.

i am off to my holiday.
girls and boys,
time to date me out.

i am not that busy anymore.
yes.
am sure.

stayover

am studying at zhen's place now..
i swear she is super weird tonight.
'jas, if you dont feel like studying, i will let you touch my breast.'

ok, i am going instantly to study now.

//
zhilin and keiths,
well done for your recital..
its a great show put up and dope dope dope..
all the best for your test too!

daniel chia never reply me..
meaning pro test will not be changed meaning i got ssm tmr.
great.

project weeks in the holiday.

woke up at like 11am.
wanted to sleep more but decided to wake up to do constructive things like studying..
my sister was like irritating me in the morning at ard 9am..
she tried tickling me and poking me.
heard my dad stop her 'she was out for 24hrs straight, cant you just let her slp more?'
so true...
actually i was out for MORE than 24hrs..
i am here to update on what happen,
if you are not a reader but more of a viewer,
go straight to my facebook..

saturday morning onwards was wow wow wow for me..
head down in a cab to TP field for soccer at around 9am..
was suppose to wake up earlier (got to report at 9am actually....) but my eyes didnt want to open, my legs didnt want to move, my shoulders arnt calling the shots, my brain was on holiday.
so with the remaining bits of energy,
i TRIED my best to play.
really tried....
know i didnt set a good example by coming at that hour but hey girls.. your captain is a poor busy soul =(
ok so i self proclaimed i got a red card and sit outside field to observe my girls when they play..
until i got a full list for the TP soccer team and i will start to put the names to the position..

ok so after soccer i went to stand chart like for the 3rd day..
claudia texted me in the morning saying that she finally rmb what she want to ask me the previous night. whether we should bring the shirt instead of wearing it. she told a night to rmb that..

so met up with her at her busstop and when we walk into the expo,
we like take our time slowly say hi to everyone and sit down for our lunch..
everytime at the cafe you could no doubt see alot of TP students gossiping.. gossiping like mad.. why i know? cause i am always part of it!

so after free lunch we (claudia and i) proceed to 10k counter and realise we are almost useless cause we dont have to attach ourselves to counter crew.. so we self-proclaimed a new job.. to sort out and arrange the bibs accordingly. do until backache.. so after we arrange and done, we went over to the tiger balm booth again. they actually rmb i was there the previous day and made a purchase. good customer service! but i am shock. how did they manage to... so they gave me a freeeee patch to put on my back =)

afterwhich we went back.. and we were like so free. wanted to rearrange again because some kukus mess it up.. but i heard the soccer start liao and i dash and left claudia there.. sorry babe, its soccer fyi.

lots of angry customer..
thurs was like great lor.. everyone walked away with a smile..
everyone.. although some queued for 2hrs they still can smile..
saturday, they could queue for 10mins but still march out, angry.
so we took group photo and those we want to go back went back home,
those who went back straight to school stay around and dont know do what..
i went home, with yufei and we slpt..
like super tired..

then reached home by 27.. it was 8.50 by then..
i was stoning and roaming in the house for 5minutes before i get back to earth..
realising i need to get out of the house in half an hour so that reaching at 10pm is realistic..

so lao jie was great enough to agree on fetching me to tp..
hitch ride yufei and we got like more time to stone at home..
reached school ON TIME without the theory of ssm..

sunny asked 'jasmine what you eat ah? like forever so hyper one..'
'i dont know..' -stoned.
well, no matter what i eat, must be not like what sunny eat.. if not, i shld be at least 170 by now..

i took my banana so that i can hug and sleep from 10pm to 12am..
fail.
impossible.
cause junhui start to pull out her deck of poker and we start to play asshole daidee.
my cards were like..
super asshole-tic.
baoyi was like so KIND to help me play and still, ASSHOLE.
is the feng shui.. not the person..
NOPE, not the person..
we were that noisy and hot in the LT that we decided to get out and played in the middle of nowhere..
so eng en was officially our asshole!
and thanks to baoyi, my mentor -____- , i dont have to grow long hair or shave!!!
i swear many was waiting for me to grow..
then i dont know how,
i am suppose to shave hair if i win,
grow long hair if i lose..
nice hair jasmine, nice hair....

in the bus we were super noisy.. other people like want to sleep also cant..
cause we were that noisy.. and all thanks to claudia,
everyone now officially rmb me as chicken little..
to the extent when i send msg to lingyu she stone when i say i am jasmine.
and so my leader was rather sway to be in charge of us...
she did a few not so good mistake like deploying us at 4 plus and let us be stranded at our individual spot alone from 5am till 1pm, chasing us out of the bus when some were sleeping already and not allowing us to go toilet.
i was like situated at a place where there are medics and lots of supporter and alot of passerby whom use their butt to think.
the medics.. i didnt rmb their name actually..
but yea.. haha.. baoyi, dont laugh thanks.
i am like so hardworking. i cheered for the runners. cheered like crazy.. voice gone at around noon..
i broke my own record of drinking 8bottles of water, visited toilet 16times.
after event went to lunch with raudah and zhen at BK in marina..
we were gossiping how slack/ how annoying leaders could be.
oh! zhen was a leader! so how annoying can she get?
VERY.
no la, she's good.. cause she understand the welfare of volunteers and she herself makes a good leader. you are so going to pay for my subway dinner later, hong zhenhui. =)

didnt want to go for the match against the Aussies initially..
too tired and i have abrasion there.
but coach replied 'alamak so sad' and i turned back in dhoby ghaut and headed down to braddell.
so the turnout of the match was good..
i got what i want by playing just 10minutes =)
damn happy can.. cause i dont wish to like die in the field..
score was 5-0. we won..
we were expecting a stronger and harder team though..
maybe cause of the weather or the very muddy field.
went home after that and skipped my dinner..
chat a little online and went off to sleep after that.

thats about it?
check out my facebook for all the photos..
i got to like rush this entry..
meeting zhen for dinner and going for zhilin's recital after that..
house is like crowded with my little cousins and grandmother.
they are going zoo tmr..
but tonight will be a nightmare because i would want to study,
but they are in the way.
this morning was like screaming at the top of the voice.
that makes me jealous because i cant do that now.
maybe i should just camp over at zhen's house...
hello zhen! welcome back into my life! would you like a bottle of something?
say... alcohol?

busy weekend!

it was such a busy week that i am getting a little not thinking straight..
when ever have i thought things out straight anyway? just reckless and impulsion.

ok,
standard chartered marathon voluntary for the past 4 days earn me money, volunteer t-shirts, seal points, LOA and friends =)
although my voice is like...
ya..
but still,
TP ROCKS!

a little here and there for the saturday and sunday?
maybe tmr..
too tired..
i have not slept for as long as i know.
i woke up at 8.30am on saturday morning.
i am still awake.
with soccer and standard chartered happening like free,

how drain can i get?
that drained.


TP female soccer team. *ahem. minus 4, plus a few more which is not in this photo.


the whole TP volunteers for the days in expo.

the soccer friends that i met at the expo. the world is small!

sector D2! arnt they lovely?and notice baoyi smile damn happily? must be because she stand beside me... HAHA

redback girls team from perth, australia and singapore bishan arsenal.
p.s: we won with a score of 5 goals to nil.

stand chart day2

trust me,
that women was a freaking female dog..
so what if you are a leader who can collect 30bucks..
dont boss around with me cause i am not just a tiny figure whom you could ignore.
tmr you try bossing ard again you die..
DIEEEE.

claudia was so nice..
she started the 'jasmine, you look like chicken little' thing..
then i went around a few tables to like ask for honest reply..
and their reply was yes..
ohmyguanyingma, the sky is falling..
and lingyu say the first day in ig camp she wanted to tell me already..
ohmytudigonggong, the sky has fallen...

ok!
time to hit the sack..
let me give a brief idea on what my time will be like these few days..

6/12/08, 0900 - TP soccer field, la femme futbol competiton/clinic.
6/12/08, 1230 - EXPO, standard chartered pre race collection volunteer.
6/12/08, 2200 - TP business concourse, standard chartered actual day event thingy
7/12/08, 1500 - dismiss from event venue.
7/12/08, 1700 - soccer friendly with australia perth team in braddell training ground.
8/12/08, 1900 - zhilin's dance thingy.
9/12/08, 1200 - ssm pro test 1
9/12/08, 1500 - ACC term test

friends, relatives and family,
please take note.

anytime from now,
till my acc paper,
I AM NOT AVAILABLE.
i am so not going to slot anything else already...
thank you very the much.

standard chartered day1

i cant believe i can channel so much of my tiredness away,
and be super hype up even till the very last hour.

its suppose to be a stressful period for me..
but it turn our just fine..
i think i am getting used to it...
great=)
congrats jkua..
you did it=)

orlando

I just recieved a very impt news from my OSIP.
all the best to those involved on friday=)

its yet another day.

i shall..
yes,
i should.

cause i cant be bothered with you and the you and the you anymore.
its nothing personal as we were told to be aware on the very first day.

thanks to the many,
i will be ok =)

run.

i need to get ready for culinary class in a few minutes time..
my stomach is cramping up for i dont know what reason..
maybe i cried too hard to let that happen.
but i dont want to be seen as a coward,
running away from reality..
yes, i am tempted not to go for class now..
but my stomach really is crazy..

screwed ssm

i am like so fucked.
runner, i thought i could do well.
but today,
last day in toptable,
i screwed it all up.
everything that could possibly go wrong,
went wrong.

i wanted to defend myself so badly..
i wanted to tell my team i am sorry that i couldnt handle it..
i wanted to tell the instructors how pressured i was when the chef just didnt want to hear my order.
at the moment when i heard 'you are the runner, if anything goes wrong, you are going to get it from me.' i was still calm. cause what could possibly go wrong?
then firing of dish was delayed cause of something that i cant blog about.. ask me directly... i will be more than delighted to share my story..

so where was i?
yes.
my question is why?
why nobody stood up for me during debrief?
was i that terrible?
there are so many incidents that occured which was not address.
everyone seems to attribute all the mistake at the runner..
i am no wonder women.
i have emotions too my dearests.
who said the world was fair anyway.

getting home wasnt any better.
it was suppose to be the comfort zone.
the moment i see my mum,
i know she wouldnt understand and believe i should be strong to withstand all this.
but i went on and tell her my story for today..
no i didnt tear..
cause i know i shouldnt..

i thought i would be alright.
but i was wrong, again.
dad came home with high alcohol content.
he said i treat him like he wasnt there.
he claim i didnt greet him.
what the fuck am i still in ssm or what?
i did greet and if he is going to get upset with what he proclaim,
so be it.
but thanks to the all-time great dad,
i am now crying like a fucking loser.
thanks, very much.

culinary science tmr..
toptable operation for the last day..
for the term, i was in operation at toptable for 6 times.
this afternoon was the worse.
what could possibly get worse?
fuck,
how am i suppose to face all this?



i need a getaway.